missBMW's world

5.21.2009 11:15 PM

IMPORTANT NOTE FOR 23MAY!

ATTIRE
FORMAL.
girls. please wear dress.
guys. plese wear pants (long. and for wanli's sake. jeans are allowed too) and shirt. not tee shirt k. smart shirt de shirt.

TIMING AND LOCATION
we will be taking train to marina side. meet @ CWP BREADTALK. @ 4pm.

MONEY MATTERS
each person will have to pay $20. food is included. supper is included too. erm. i give you my account number (068-57766-7), can you guys deposit $20 each into my account ASAP? THANKS PEEPS :D deposit le. sms me. tell me.

and. please send me the songs asap. if you not singing. its okay. but tell me you not singing. so that i can collate. AND. anyone's house have MIKE? i need two!

erm. now. i cant think of anything else le. have den i update (: pass the message around to those invited for me please and thankyou :D

people. dun expect too much okay?! if you guys dun like it on sat. ZIP IT. like it. feel free to PRAISE ME. LOL. bhb sia. =x

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been pretty busy this week. mon and wed, cheerleading. tue and fri work. like tmr. 6pm lesson end. got to rush to work. only night free. which is tonight. i only reach home @ 8plus 9. ARGH.

guess i will be joining WRSS BAND ALUMNI too. accompany yvonne. heard that only her in clarinet section. so i pei her. but afraid la. cause those who join. confirm all pro pro de. den. HAIZ

cheerleading training yesterday. TOUGH.

he was another coach. different from mon de. i prefer mon de. not because the training is a lot tougher on wed. but because. i realised the mon de coach, he recognised i am new. i am 8 trainings behind the rest. he will make sure i noe how to do. come teach me. but the wed one. he was like. going really fast. den a lot of new things and i was like huh huh huh. best part: I AM A SLOW-LEARNER. ):

not going to elaborate, cause we did a lot of stuffs. just going to emphasize. training was damn tough lo. BUT i am going to REN! LOL. cause. i really wanna be a good good GOOD cheerleader. somemore. its the only thing that keeps me going these days. my motivation. only one.

hm. i learnt my mistake this time. i nearly put np as my first choice because it has the best cheerleading team. but because i was thinking nyp is nearer. i can sleep longer. and animation seems interesting. so. in the future. when, if possible i go into U. i will choose the U with the best cheerleading de. den choose courses available from that particular U.

okay. people. you guys can stop reading le. cause below will just be my RANTS. RANTS. and RANTS. emo one. its my blog okay. i have the right to rant! lol

haiz. i dunno how much longer i can tahan this kind of lifestyle. constantly. FOREVER drawing is one thing. but. life is ------------------ here. i am less than 20% warmed up here. pretty quiet too. i dunno la. just shy i guess?

after lecture, lesson or anything, i just go off straightaway. with the company of my earphone. i am getting used to solo-ism. LOL more and more like momo. like today. after lecture. i just went off first alone and up to animation studio and do my work. in the big empty room. ya. i wont be able to do that in sec. guess i matured? LOL. crap sia.

hm. i seriously miss FOUR-ism. remember last time. whenever i am upset. i get hugs readily. people around me will cheer me up and stuffs. like recently, i got upset. i realised. shera is not there to give me the hug. i always love her hug. cause she really hug and squeeze you tight. amanda too. but not as tight. sinyee too! remember i nervous or sad. she will give me this hug that loosen me up.

den there are my baobei ZHOUjingyi and ahgong. there to stand up for me, with me and cheer me up with their seriously silly jokes.

and still got many more la. my so many supportive friends in FOUR-ism.

guess most of you guys are busy with you own life. i noe a few of you are still constantly there for me. love ya :D but i am also aware that some of you guys that i cared have moved on with your life. yea. i am glad for you guys. but just dun give me the feeling that you guys have moved on leaving me behind? i dunno. you guys dun have to always find me or wad. but can just like. i dunno. share with me your life. chat. talk about prob just like how it was way WAY back. but i guess you guys have your new and not-so-new friends. i mean. aiya! wadever la. LOL. emo crap. =x

argh. have loads of rantings on my mind la. just love it when fourism made me 100% warmed up then. just missed the times. i was so carefree then.

oh ya. and kelvin's hug. i remember that time. after adam khoo. the next few days. we kept hugging. hahas. i said kel's hug felt like danny. i was so crazy over him then. LOL and some of the other guys like my SISTER. hahas. 'A' hug. my favourite is still shera and sinyee de la. we really hug really tight. really got those comfy feel. not comfy, its like. we hug until tight le, but you still wanna hug tigher and rest you head on her shoulders. AIYA! dunno how to say la! sound so A now. LOL.

i am very very VERY short tempered nowadays. like shit lo. LOL. abit only. very quickly, i am irritated. tried to control. but. omg. guess i am better off alone sometimes. cause when i am with someone else. and when i am not in hyper mood. i will keep really quiet nowadays. so i scare the one beside me will feel weird weird, like so quiet.

that's me in the past! totally uncomfortable in silence. people who noe me will noe that. i nvr shut up. LOL. now. i am totally starting to love silence. hahas. ironic.

argh. stuffs happened recently. that made me gain this 'insights'.

well, i am emotionally drained. and physically too. OUCH. aching all over.