4.20.2008 9:47 AM
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hey ya x]
danny came back on thursday for the booster session. he talked and played 2 games with us. first game he played was where we were to hold up our bull's eye (we drew a bull's eye thinggy with our current grades and targeted grades at the bottom and 4 words: FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME) 90 degrees or above with our arms STRAIGHTENED. those who want to give up can sit (we were all standing) but it will means that they are not good enough! it was not easy. tough. but we all perserved on las! xp great job eveyone! great job 4ism x] we stayed in that position for more than 50 min ba. dunno got 1 hour ma..we did this to represent the months to o level. we were encouraging each other all the way leh! hahas. 4ism even swayed to the music wors xp class competition between the two classes. 4e1 and 4e3 did not give up, did not put our hands down. we even cheered, sung and encouraged! xp hahas. danny had to reassure both classes a few times before we were really willing to put down our hands. ouch! prickly feelings on my shoulders after i put down x[ but its all worth it la! the feeling of satifisfation! xp
second part. we find our own partner, me with yvonne, and ask each other: why must you succeed? i am disappointed with myself. i dunno why i am. maybe i myself is not satisfied with my own answer? esp after wad mr chong answered me x[ when danny scolded us for not being serious, i thought of that 1 reason i answered yvonne and wad mr chong said. lousy feelig *sniffsniff*
i must succeed because i want to earn enough money and be in high position so that i can provide my parents from both side with EQUALLY GOOD things and so that i can work at home (supervise) and then allowing me to hnave more time to spent equally with both sides! i dun want them to say i am bias or because i have to give 2 sides so the amount of love and time spent with them reduced. i dun want to listen to her crap about things and hint me to remember to support her in the future just because she is guilty of the things she have/have not done for me and is afraid that i will not care for her because of it. i will de lorh x[
many implications, many sad thoughts. felt like crying but i kept back my tears! big girls dun cry ma! lol xp
heard yvonne's reasons. jiayou! prove them worng! make your grandma proud! if you stop working hard, i will kick you BUTT! xp
after that, the last thing of the day, we worte appreciation notes to our friends. meiyin was the first one to give me! SHOCKED! lol. cause i DID NOT expect one from her and yet she is the first one to give me! thank you ar! lol
received lots of notes. sweet sweet one. thank you all <3
end-of-session. no 2nd booster cause danny felt we dun need x[ haiz. from his voice, when he scolded us for not being serious, i can feel his disappointment. haiz. anyway, took his autograph and helped tracy to ask danny to take photo with tracy's sketchbook using mr roy's hp. byebye danny x] lol
2.4km run was postponed. before 2.4km. went to causeway, yoshinaya to eat with xinli, jiaen and lingjie. very fun x] went back to school, took photos with 4ism. so funny! <3>
cant go mr roy's house that day x[ want to take neoprint! why causeway de shut down!!! x[ and mt teacher give 15 compo for us to do! omg! hahas.
the day i turn 17 (: 
BIG e-ur!