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3.31.2008 11:11 PM

argh! blackout 5 times just now x[ frustrating! lol

today. got back my chemistry results. argh. hate mrs whelan. i am SO going to prove her wrong! she is so mean. guess wad she said? she looked at me and said sci-chem still got people fail, no wonder they want to combine science! omg. she very mean right? its okay. its alright. i will do wad adam khoo do. he write these things in his small black book and i write it here. mrs whelan. today 31.03.08 said the above words ^ x[ hmph. i will do it!

o.O forgot to mention. her teaching sucks too lorh.

okay. talk about good stuffs x] soccer, 4e1 won the first game, scored 2 goals! but then it rained so. haiz, can't continue playing. kind of stupid, wore pe attire last week EVERYDAY for interclass games and it always had to rain halfway. make us sweat abit, go home wash. waste water. lol.

lol. i am thinking of danny, andrea and stuart again. i was washing plates just now and i dun noe why. but i suddenly remember wad danny said about this guy. he said that guy, because of his SERIOUS pimple problem, has low low low self-esteem. so before danny went into the class, the teacher went to ask danny not to bother about that guy. but danny kept disturing that guy until he was so mad that he shouted SO WHAT at danny. danny replied him. ya! so what!?! blah blah blah. moral is: so what!?! why bother about wad people think about you! trust yourself! have confidence in yourself! believe yourself! hahas. dun noe why i think of this just now...

lol. this is so stupid. i always seems to have loads to type before i on the com but after that, when i on, i seems to forget about everything i want to say -.-''' argh.

hm..its getting late le. guess i have to post the concert thinggy next time le. bye. nites x]

9:50 PM

just photos i promised:

last trip to spd

advertising for darlie. lol

ate at 'galerie' before. i looked really happy, cause the food smells nice and looks yummy. halfway through, tired of the waffle. last mouth, squeezed it in. lol

tracy's birthday @ pizza hut x] (more photos, next next post x]

my family and me. i am wearing a D-R-E-S-S hahas xp

v OMG. i miss my hair. photo taken by lingjie

my new bag :

yvonne and me. before our fridge were cut off v

<- my darling x]

ahgong and me

shiyi and me x]

xinli's birthday @ kbox:

9:37 PM

okay. i will be posting up a few posts today xp first post is a test...

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
depends?

2. What I want the most now?
change my decisions..

3. Who is the person you trust most?
eh, yvonne, xinli, tracy and more! lol. i am ignoring the most -.-'''

4. Do you think u have enough confident?
yup! high self-esteem! hahas

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i want to go back to start of this year.

6. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
wish i am still friends with yvonne, xinli and more when I am 40! hahas

7. What do you want to say out loud right now?
i want to eat hot fudge sudae! hahas

8. How do you find yourself? A friendly person?
okayokay. lol

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends.

10. How would you spend the 200bucks if you have to?
buy chocolate, ice-cream, monkey donut, BIG HUGE e-ur and...alot la xp

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
sweet, caring, funny, romantic, got DIMPLES! hahas

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
flirt, liars liars, pants on fire.

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
yup <3

14. Will u rather be alone than in a group ?
i HATE being alone =x

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
everything. lol

16. If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from? (e.g get it from work, toto, inheritance)Why?
work ba. cause I want to earn the money with my own hands xp

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?anything. let nature take its course. lol

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
everything good. wuahaha xp

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
sensitive?

20. If you are feeling low one day, who will you go to?
my close friends

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 6 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. yvonne
2. jingyi
3. alex
4. jinping
5. gina
6. kokseng

3.23.2008 7:08 PM

slept very late last night. chatting x] so this morning woke up late =x supposed to leave the house to meet lingjie and shiyi but realised 'ying ye 3 jia 1' morning also got show. yay. hahas. so ended up sitting down there to finish the show before leaving =x so sad. one of the main character died. haiz. watched until i was sitting there crying..nice show x]

meet lingjie and shiyi @ mac. den we walked to civil. meet kelvin there and just nice saw jinping. hahas. the way we 'addressed' each other was so funny. lol. we saw each other, den was like smiling den before we going to walk past each other, we 'prepared' our shoulders and knocked into one another den walk off. hahas xD

studied for awhile in the library before going to causeway to buy rubberband and bubble tea. choco ice blended. yumyum xd

took train to bugis. they accompany me to buy bag. meiyin recomend bugis de. thanks wor. cause i found 1 bag i love. very nice. hahas xp but haiz. i spent $15 more than my budget, but its okay. i will carry it still when i go poly/jc cause that bag go out also can carry xp that bag suppoesed to cost $49.90 den i 'kill' (in chinese) price until $40. wuahaha. lol. ask the uncle minus $1 more he dun want le haiz. hahas.

than walk walk. go food junction eat and pass by another zinc shop. kelvin found the bag he wants in white le. same price as mine de. then i help to 'kill' price until $40 too. hahas. and homesweethome. hahas. and my ahgong kept tou pai photos using his hp. lucky he say he will not be posting photos on his blog le. so the ugly photos of me! GONE! wuahaha. lol. and he taught me how to tou pai people. lol

hm, yesterday forgot to mention some things example about mr ZHONG TECK. from head to toe, everything he take all BRANDED de lorh. his waterbottle also: pink dolphin. lol. his bag, forgot from where le. $100+, his shoe and SOCKS from addias, his ipod omg. hahas. alot la..

hmm. next time free den upload all photos ba x]

3.22.2008 10:26 PM

moshi moshi! hahas. haven't been updating lately. no really in the mood. not that now i am feeling very good. recently, alot of things happened. there are the good and the bad. though it was more to the bad =x wadever. lets talk about the good things: my two best-close-close friends birthday!

happy birthday xinli and tracy! (belated =x)

so i am just going to update about some random things, xinli's and tracy's birthday celebration x]
celebrated xinli's birthday on 09.03! we (birthday girl, yvonne, alex, lingjie, guanwei, weicheow and me and my cousin) meet at admiratly mrt station in the afternoon. went to cineplex and have lunch there. there was an old man there wanting to sell us tissue. he said it was his last day so sell us cheaper. 3 for $1 only. den we were like: its okay, we have ours. and he say nono. yours is different, mine is certified de. clean de. lol. like ours not clean de like that -.-''' den he put ALOT of tissue on our table to ask each of us to buy 3 packets. den i was like: k la, we buy $2 can le, den xinli say $1 cause he got the strength to argue with us, why no strength to work, den we say we pay you $1, you give us 1 packet of tissue enough le la, cause we really have and he attitude us leh! he say cannot cannot den walk off keep his tissue and go off in a really rude manner. idiot =x

after lunch, we walked to kbox. and hahas. sing halfway den realised we went to the wrong one. the one we booked is one the other floor in cineplex. lol. we sang lots of songs and took photos. post in another day. lingjie took some video. i shall comment on them here but want to see the video, go to lingjie blog. i lazy to upload. hahs =x

1st video is yvonne singing. lol. no need i praise le ba. my ahgong praise le! hahas. or yvonne, you want? hahas. your singing ma...VERY SUPER! hahas

2nd video. yup. jiu shi wo le. hahas. that one is like so PS lorh. my voice sounds so childish and i gao chao wrong place somemore! not once, but twice. erm. hahas. very long never sing that song le ma, so forget! lol. my ahgong la. i sing the other songs that never gao chao wrong place de, he dun record, must record THAT. lol. anyway, my ahgong say i got his singing genes. LOL. dunno its good or bad? lol. lingjie, can you see this colour? hahas xp

3rd video. xinli and guanwei. so funny lorh. still arguing sing whose one. lol. the whole song, half or one-quarter arguing sing whose one? lol. aiyo. xinli, guanwei, just sing together la! xp so mafan xp (ltr they come scold me =x)

alex's singing has improved alot since last time. hmhm. not bad x] hahas

den i had to go. so sad. i missed the fun in the ltr part. haiz x[

now for tracy's birthday. after school, went to pizza hut. as usual, photos will be updated ltr x] ate there. actually nothing much happened la. we were just playing around joking, etc etc. funny, like that only we also can play until siao. lol. play zhong ji mi ma there. hahas. the punishment food was made by mr lim guanwei. so stupid lorh. kelvin told me it taste okay and i just threw it into my mouth without mentally preparing anything and it taste. argh. hahas.

we wanted to take neoprints. but haiz, close down le x[

okay. now for the random stuffs. glad i have completed wad i have set out to do. i planned finish the homeworks i have accumulated and i am glad to declare that i have completed all le (except emaths =x)

xinli, kelvin and weixiong came to my house on good friday. suppose to study but hahas. lol. had fun there la. took some photos too. post it up another day x] hahas. when xinli say den realised i have changed alot. sec 1 de me look different from sec 4 de me. lol. i have always thought i looked the same -.-'''

o.O! i have got 27/40 for my physics! pure de. so glad. hahas. first time my physics score so well..

oh ya. recently i asked yvonne and xinli the same question: you think we will still be friends 30 years ltr, sitting on a armchair, talking about mrs ngoh? yvonne's answer: maybe. hope so. not sure. xinli's: ya. will ba. hahas

hahas. me too! will de! i will do my best to make sure we can talk about mrs ngoh 30years ltr! xp
today went to jurong library. with xinli, alex and zhongteck. studied. played. hahas. and wanted to bowl, but full house. haiz. so homesweethome.

tomorrow going over to woodlands library. should be. to study with lingjie and shiyi. yaya. lightbulb me. den going to bugis to buy bag. should be la. hope can find a haversack below $25 best below $20 and is nice de. cause only using for 7 more months only ma..

and i rewrote the lyrics for a song! my mood wasnt really good that day den suddenly the lyrics just came to me. it's for tracy. her birthday song by me. hahas

今天是你的生日
你一定会很开心
我要祝你生日快乐

我就在这儿跟你说声
happy day to you
its your day le
must treasure it
happy birthday
must smile okay!

happy birthday to tracy kok
you are 16 le
i shall wish you have tao hua yun
and straight distinction!

hahas. to understand the ^ please sing it to the lyrics of fahrenheit chao xi huan ni, verse 2 onwards x] o.O thankyou shiyi! credits go to shiyi for typing the chinese words cause my com just cant get the stupid chinese words right. argh.

cant remember wad else i want to say le. so bye x]

3.08.2008 9:54 PM

wow. was blog hoping just now. i saw something really special. a photo. its a photo of a group of friends when they are in sec 1. they were so sweet, pretty, adorable and innocent. really gave people nice nice impression. but now. over the years, they have changed alot. different class, with different groups, some have even gone for the worse...this made me realised the importance of friendship. i dun want to be like them. i want me friends to continue be my friends. i dun want them to go for the worse. either remains the same or better. hahas. really all of my friendship can really last though it seems impossible but if you can't? YOU MUST! hahas xp

hey guys! just want to let you guys know that i really treasure you as my friends! thanks alot for being my friends! *hug* <3>

hahas. o.O whoever with photos of you and me long long time ago or even now, that you noe i wouldn't have that photo, please pass it to me kaes? x] cause i want to cmpact all my photos together to make it an album x] thanks alot x]

6:02 PM

moshimoshi! hahas. erm. i just counted that it has only been 9. yup NINE days and i am missing them SO much x[

hm. i'm just here at home cause i didnt want to leave my mother alone at home. but i cant please two sides so i ended up disappointing them. not going out with the two groups. sorry ya? x[

weicheow and yvonne buying my chocolate for me! yum! can't wait! hahas

argh! this holiday (which is not really a holiday when i am going back almost everyday for makeup lessons and band), i am going to complete that HUGE pile of homework accumulated! yup. that's my plan. going to have to make a timetable for myself though i seriously doubt i will follow it. BUT choices have consequences! if i dun follow. its me at the disadvantage side. so i SHALL do my best to follow my timetable! if i can't, then i MUST! hahas xp

i am so happy! finaaaally! its official! combined science!!! hahas.

jingyi treat me sugar cane from china today! yumyum! tank ka you jingyi! its very very sweet! hahas i've learnt something from eating sugar cane wors! xian ku hou tian! hahas. means suffer first and enjoy the fruits later. cause i bite the skin off until my teeth going to drop off with the skin le. but the pericarp (flesh. hahas. bio word. chim wor xp) was really sweet! hahas. thankyou jingyi! <33

photos for the wedding will be posted up soon! i wore a DRESS!!! hahas xD

If your routine is starting to get boring, resist the urge to create a problem just for the sake of having something to talk about! You need to avoid conflict now more than ever. Things might be less than exciting, but they are stable, and that is a very good thing. Think of your routine as a lazy, lovely stream. Just drift along and enjoy the peace and quiet. This kind of attitude will lead you in the right direction and give you a lot more clarity in the future.

^ is my horoscope for today. okay! i shall resist the urge to create a problem! lol xp

changed to this song: when you believe. nearly cried when i hear pour last time head perfect sing this song today...reminds me of them *sniffsniff* lol

o.O posting photos we took at spd nxt time x] after i get all the photos.

3.03.2008 9:07 PM

okay photos first ^

argh! i'm missing the three of them so so SO much! now my rank is like this:

1st favourite trainer: DANNY, ANDREA and STUART! (in not particular order) three of them are there in my heart on the same chair. lol. love them and miss them so much! hahas. i even washed the photos i took with them and placed it on my table. lol. argh! why didnt i have the time to take photo with stuart! i want a photo of me and him! *sobsob*

o.O nearly forgot to mention something about danny. on the dunno which day. he actually told us something really REALLY funny. lol. when he was young last time. he used a girl's name to sign in in icq and he actually tricked 10 guys! he said wanna meet (after chatting for 5-10mintues) and say okay, lets meet each other at taka basement. please wear red t-shirt and jeans. lol. then he called his best friend to kan hao xi. LOL! very funny! its like the 10 guys wearing the same thing, at the same place, same time, looking at one another! lol. danny is really bad! hahas xp

stuart's blog put WOODLANDS RING ROCKS and stuart, YOU ROCKS TOO! hahas x] love you!

o.O took photo with lili and yvonne on last thursday. they KISSED me! *wet* hahas xp

sat. went to library with tracy, yvonne and kelvin. i studied abit, doing mindmap. i can declare that i am bankrupt now cause i bought magic pens-$2.45 and sketchpad-$10.20 for the mindmap i will do next time. hahas. but its okay! i shall pay for my darlings (the As) lol. and jingyi! i do the mindmap not because its danny teach the kaes!!! its because of my darlings! LOL! -.- hahas.
o.O i bought a dress! yup! a dress! omg! after sosoSo long. i am finally wearing a dress! i can't even remember the last time i wore a dress except the time when i was a baby, you noe. those type, flare flare ones, can see pampers there de. LOL hahas. i wearing the dress for the wedding on thursday! argh! can't wait! hahas.

omg! i am really missing the three of them like crazy! hm. i shall let this song say how much i miss them! xp (the love not those type of love ar! but still love! lol) o.O realised andrea like me! like to sing london bridge! lol.

3.02.2008 9:48 PM

hahas. i've promised mr yap that i would now blog in complete sentenses! so here i am! full nice sentenses xp lol.

25 to 27 february was our camp for the workshop: i'm gifted, so are you. i LOVED it! xp LOVE the trainers! xp why can't the camp go on for 2 more days. i'm missing them like crazy! =x

okay. first day of the camp. stuart waas there first. he was quite funny, talked to us about alot of things. examples: quotes like if you can't, you must. all for one, one for all. past is not = future. choices have consequences etc. he showed us the revision graph and 10 steps study formula x]

after him, danny came in! hahas. i like him! he is really funny and very energetic! hahas. he cracks alot of jokes and his laughter is really cute. yup! he's my favourite trainer! hahas. erm. he taught us things like how to link things to memorise, 8 principles of memory and whole brain notes.

andrea was the last to came in. she's really gorgeous! love her! hahas. she's also my favourite trainer! she's really friendly and nice. taught us about speed reading and screened movie for us. o.O we (me, lili and yvonne) were the ones who told her about the ghost in the arts room tolet. LOL. and we have people pole dancing for calling andrea cher/teacher lol.

homesweethome @ 9pm sharp x]

2nd day. danny was there in the morning x] he was really content heavy...taught us alot of things! in order to have super memory, you got to be SIAO! hahas. so we had lots of crazy ideas to connect words with meanings, words with other words. hahas. he said we got to involve sexy things and violent things in order to remember. cause we register the information thats why we will eee at violent, diggusting things ma (eg happy tree friends, can remember CLEARLY) haha.

after all the memory things. near lunch time. danny say he will play a game with us. do or die game. we are all to go to the back and memorise the 30 words we went through the day before and say it out in less than 12 sec! 3 chances were given to each of us and if we fall, we are to get lost and go home. we won't have to come back for the afternoon section le. he sounded really fierce and real. OMG! i was so scare =x i just memorised the 30 words for the 1st time without any missing words or wrong words and guess who he called?

4e1, index number 5. great! me =x so by the time i reached policemen, it was already 30 sec. argh! second and third time wasn't going well for me either. i broke down at the first few words. so he shouted at me get out! take your bag and go home! omg. hurt! x[ so i hold back the tears until i was out, then i cried =x cause i thought i really had to go home. but zheng jie was there. he asked me to sit down there. phew! lol. now i can read out the 30 words in less than 10 sec le! wuahahaha! lol but luckily he called me, or else i wouldn't have known how it felt. now, i am determined to get the seats i want at the places i want to go to! i dun want to feel that hurt again! jiayou! hahas xp

after this, break and stuart came in. he came in and teach us things x] o.O he was in charge of the crying session. i didnt really cried. that's bad! i didn't think deep enough. i hoped danny was the one who will go through the crying session cause i felt that he will have the power to make me think deeper! understand more! x[ but what's over is over...stuart told us lots of things: about how his best friend died and another family who died at the custom...sad sad true stories...
stuart also screened a movie about basketball. nice x]

andrea came and asked us to do some goal setting and drawing our future which we pasted on the wall. hahas. i even added the i will grow to 1.7m! hahas xp pole dancing again xD o.O hahas she dreamt of us and the ghost. LOL really cute leh!

homesweethome x]

3rd and last day x[ haiz. sad. andrea came in this time. in the morning. continued our speed reading and CHIWAWA! hahas. she taught us how to overcome the common mistakes in exams, how important 10 years series are. then we have this hot hot competition. those who have high self-esteem, confidence and love to play can go and join. DANCE! hahas. really funny. kaiyun rocks! sexy! hahas xp den andrea told us her email and danny's.

~lunchtime aka our phototaking session~

really sad. miss her! danny came in! hahas. he taught us whole brain integration and gave us time to do mindmap. he really really really content heavy! dun have time to play with us. lai qu chong chong...dun even have the time to give us his email himself! x[ but i did took photo with him BUT his was holding things and in a rush. so the photo wasn't really casual x'[

stuart came. he talked to us about his reaching goals and asked us to continue our life path. i am motivated by them le! i want to work in adam khoo learning technolgies group next time! wait for me! i'm coming!!! lol. o.O we signed on the paper saying we promise to get 5As or 6As. i signed at the 6As part. jiayou! xp

dinnertime. no time to find stuart to take photo x[ cause i was filling the reflection form...after dinner. we all went up to the hall - parents and us sat separately. stuart gave his talk and then it was time for us to talk. alot of us went up to talk, including me =x alot of us cried. i cried really hard especially when lili talk! hers was really touching! after the talking session was hugging session. lol. i hugged dad and den went to hug friends. lol. i was so childish...i went to andrea and say hug hug. hahas. but i was glad i said that. cause she gave me a really good hug and squeezed my hands real hard. her eyes was watery! omg! so touching! i felt like crying again! i didnt want to let go...

went over with yvonne, may and meiyin to danny's side and said thankyou...strawberry. hahas. but before that, he gave each of us a handshake/handsqueeze? hahas. both ba. and stuart asked all of us to go back to our sit to sing song. forgot how we ended up on stage...lol o.O 4e3 was really bad lorh! they shouted out their cheer and i thought it was for all of us TOGETHER so we (4e1 de) sang along until we heard they sing that the cheer is for 4e3 and me and jingyi. we looked at each other and our jaws literally dropped! lol. they so bad lorh! hahas xp

erm. after all this. went down stage and helped to keep the chairs. (i wasn't really helping...psps =x) i went over to danny and asked him: can you give me a hug? and he said sure! wow! hahas. i got to tiptoe -.- lol. but he quite hard. hahas. sad. got to say bye bye to the three of them. i really really miss them but haiz. i wanted to go hug stuart but my dad was like, can we go? argh! x[

reached home. received lots of sms from friends. to all of my friends out there! thanks for being my friend! thanks for being there for me when i needed you guys! thakns for playing and joking around with me, thanks for EVERYTHING! i love you guys! <333

thursday. it was like hugging session! hahas. we were hugging around cause one of stuart's slides says hugs can help us grow and sustain life! lol. den we had this free period and the 4e3 came to other class. chatting, playing, hugging. hahas. seems like we have bonded these three days.

hahas. something i was really proud that i answered mr roy! i forgot wad he said to me the other day in front of the whole class that is supposed to make me sad, about the danny thinggy and i remembered clearly wad i answered him. hahas. so proud! i said: nevermind! i hugged danny already! LOL! den whole class laugh. argh. forgot wad he said to me that made me answered this. 4e1, any of you remember can tell me? hahas.

still hugging around on friday x] i will update more another day...its getting late already. photos next time too x]

omg. i am missing andrea's evil people and danny's siao ar and thankyou strawberry already! x[