missBMW's world

2.09.2008 10:23 PM

to the hammer and HUOS except yvonne

you guys are the ones who are BU MAN-ing so just write you three. dun put HUO. if i didnt noe. i would have tot that yvonne was in it too. i dun wish to misunderstand her! i dun want this thing to spoilt our friendship!

before this one month or two month thinggy, who are the ones who kept asking me to give it a shot? try try try. give it a chance. etcetc. so i decided to think again and at first i was really touched by all the little things that was done but luckily i said WAIT. cause i realised something: you guys (excluding yvonne) are only CONCERNED about his feelings. and you guys are totally insensitive to MINE feelings!

wad i did was only talking to someone else. and you guys are MAD at me and say i shouldnt have done that cause we are not together yet, it makes him feel insecure and cause HE CARE. but even if i had agreed and talked to that someone else again. wad will you guys ONCE AGAIN say when he is unhappy about it? o.O cause you too are together already, you cant be so SELF-CENTERED! you must give a thought about the other's party feelings. it is DAMN obvious. you guys just side him! you want him to be happy but wad about me!?!

and PLEASE. can you guys dun pull someone else into this. its not HIM! i disagree not because of him. so stop saying its him. you guys are the one who should get the situation right. in case you two didnt hear it right: ITS NOT BECAUSE OF HIM I DIDNT ACCEPT!

for your information, i really did try to accept. but after that sat, i realised there was none of that something called SCIENCE and i was NOT ready for it.

of course you guys think that he is WEIDA! cause you are on HIS side! have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoes and look at the problem!?!

i gave hope. ya. i gave hope at the start. why? cause i tot maybe its okay. he's good. my goodness! i am damn glad now that i talked to him that day that cause you guys to HAIZ at me! or else i wont have known that you guys sided him THAT much!

o.O by the way. i have been telling yvonne after that saturday to tell him to GIVE UP! if i am like wad you guys say. GIVING HOPE TO HIM, COMPLICATED, i would have WAITED until he come to ask me again and send him crashing back down! so get your facts right before you start DU LAN-ing at me!

(dun say i copy. i am just following your format. so that you guys will noe that even if the last paragraph is added. i still feel the HURT and the ANGER)

wadever i had said above is just for me to voice out my thought. wadever i wrote above has no offence to go against anyone. its just a place for me to voice out and vent my fustrations. sorry for any inconvenience caused.