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2.23.2008 10:43 PM

argh! had bio test yesterday, studied so hard for it yet i didnt finish my paper! x[ sad x[

counted money at 3pm for the SPD de.some people mei liang xin de lorh! put 3 chocolates inside. still got worse de! give empty angbow -.-''' so ps. i was counting the $2 notes ma, den i triple count le still count wrongly leh! =x cause i counted the notes in stack of 10. so got extra 5 pieces of $2 notes and i counted them as another stack of 10. lol. thats why i count 3 times le, its still 130. the fourth time den i realised its 125 =x somemore when everyone finish counting, can go off le, i was playing with one of the box that was used to put the angbows and i heard sound when i play with the box. open up le den realised got 20cents inside. we thought need to recount everything! xia dao. lol

hm. nothing much to say le. gtg nites x]

2.21.2008 11:29 PM

erm. just finished doing the class name for our class tee. going to sleep soon x]

this few days. not moody anymore. i have put everything (almost) behind me le x]

finally had the courage to do something i have wanted to do long long ago. feel so happy that i did it in the end xp

combined my science already. sorry zhong teck =x hahas. tomorrow have bio test. studying really hard. cause this is my only pure science le x] jiayou! hahas xp

update on some other things next time ba. gtg le x]

2.17.2008 9:50 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG MOLE MOLE, NERSSIA AND JUDAH! x]]] (yesterday)

happy birthday! sorry nerrisa and weechng for staying at each of your side for such a short while =x

yesterday morning, went to jurong there for cip. that jess (the person in charge of our group) wasnt there. she gave us the wrong hp no, so we couldnt get through to her. argh. went up to the physically disabled person's house. the main door was closed and the whole floor was pretty eerie :s so went downstairs to the cofffee shop there and yvonne and kelvin bought noodles to eat. that coffee shop also same same. very scary! hahas. finally able to reach mr chong through his hp. told him wad happened and his: okay, tell you wad, you guys just colme to my house straightaway. *phew* no more cleaning up of house! no more going back to that eerie place! hahas. took photos of the place though it doesnt look as eerie in the pic. you must be there to feel it! lol.

took bus back and alighted at IMM. i went to eat AJISEN! yumyum xd so long since i last ate it. but really expensive! and their service charge actually cost $3! OMG! argh! they didnt really served me and want me to pay $3 for their SERVICE charge! should have asked them to peel my prawns for me! grrr! lol xp

walked around before taking shuttle bus to clementi mrt den took train to kembagan. we were surrounded by COUPLES. diggusting ones who do kissing and squeezing at *** eww. lol.

finally reached mr chong house. changed out of my shorts and tee and ate, chat, played, relax there before going off. okay la there. mr chong give angbow of $4 and nvr give me double as he promised! x[ liar liar! hahas. cause i didnt go mr yap house ma. because of the cip thinggy.

o.O! on the way to mr chong house: went to wrong block! supposed to be block 29A not 29 -.-'''

took train to causeway. walked around. reached nerrisa's house only at around 7.30pm x[ running late already. ate, chat, cut cake, took photo jiu went off le. missed the fun part x[

<- family pic! yvonne: my papa, hwee kee: my mama, lingjie: my ahgong, shiyi: my ahma!

took taxi to sembawang park. $9 and went to find birthday girl. fared up at someone who throw sand into my mouth and roxy's eyes x[ cut cake etc etc jiu have to go le...cause my dad fetching me ma. so go off early (sorry chong mole mole xp)...send roxy home. seems to miss the fun part at weechng side also! grr! hahas. spent so little time at both side x[ if only there is more time!

homesweethome. conference for awhile and slept.

today. just go around bai nian-ing lo. with my parents x]

o.O photos taken the other time i went to mr lim's house:

2.15.2008 10:57 PM

hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHGONG! lol hahas. now is just 10.58pm. i nearly sent sms to lingjie to tell him happy birthday cause i tot its 11.58pm -.-'''

hm. went to sembawang to buy stuffs for lingjie's cake on wed. so ps sia. cause most of the people there went there to buy stuffs to bake for their LOVE. hahas. keep hearing them say valentine, heart shape etc etc. yvonne also bought somethings.

back to my house. i bake mine, and yvonne. *shhh. zip.* lol. she went home around 8pm. me, continued with cake baking which turns out like a pie instead. lol. added too much flour. my first time of baking a cake jiu zhe yang de xian gei lingjie le! ahgong! happy ma? lol.

somemore go to school also very ps lorh! take so big thing. ltr people thought i going to confess my love. lol.

sang bday song to ahgong during recess. ahgong said something that made me touched touched: dun care wad they say! i like your cake can le. waaaaa...! hahas. thank you ar ahgong! hahas.

after school. band. hm. yvonne meeting someone after band. so went off first. my parents enjoying their valentine's day so i went to eat at kfc. homesweethome x]

today. total defence day. lingjie's birthday. tomorrow nerissa's and judah's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY x]]]

today. ate only one small pathetic packet of kokocrunch during recess. den lunch, only ate at 5plus. nearly died of hunger x[ but at least i am not oweing anyone anything le! all presents cleared! wuahaha! lol.

WEIWEN!!! THANKYOU! THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU! hahas. he bought me fahrenheit album le! my christmas present. love it!!! hahas. JIRO SO SHUAI! xp and homesweethome.

o.O photo taken by my ahgong when i go to mr lim house:

tomorrow is going to be a busy day. morning: cip @ jurong. den go mr chong house. and maybe mr yap. den to nerissa's birthday party and next weechng x]

wad is done cannot be undone;

once a scar is there, it can never be removed;

friends that are lost, are forever lost.

so, wad is over is over. wad is lost is lost. i will not look back anymore! forward forward! i am going forward! xp

realised i have been quite moody nowadays. suddeenly very high (mostly because of gui ganma, lingjie etc etc) and suddenly i am at the bottom of a pit.BUT i am going to listen to wad someone say. ignore. time can heal wounds. i trying hard to not think le! dun knock my head kk! lol

2.10.2008 6:52 PM

sorry hammer. realised that you didnt noe about that post. sorry. and sorry that you have wasted your money to buy those things =x

hmm. today went to mr lim house. supposed to meet them (yvonne, serene, tracy and kelvin) at 11am. but tracy was late. i waited alone at the mrt opposite marsiling while yvonne, serene and kelvin waited at causeway. tracy reached causeway at 12pm. i took train there cause we changed our mind. decided against going to mrs lim-yap house.

took train to bedok den bus 14 to mr lim's condo. played cards there. we like very bad. ignore mr lim =x okay la. still got talk to him ar...xp den the rest came and after playing awhile den we go home la. MR LIM REALLY GOOD!!! gave us angbow! x]]] i got the $10 angbow. played cards won $6 wuahaha lol.

bus 14 to bedok and took a taxi home with yvonne cause i was late. had fun today x]

2.09.2008 10:23 PM

to the hammer and HUOS except yvonne

you guys are the ones who are BU MAN-ing so just write you three. dun put HUO. if i didnt noe. i would have tot that yvonne was in it too. i dun wish to misunderstand her! i dun want this thing to spoilt our friendship!

before this one month or two month thinggy, who are the ones who kept asking me to give it a shot? try try try. give it a chance. etcetc. so i decided to think again and at first i was really touched by all the little things that was done but luckily i said WAIT. cause i realised something: you guys (excluding yvonne) are only CONCERNED about his feelings. and you guys are totally insensitive to MINE feelings!

wad i did was only talking to someone else. and you guys are MAD at me and say i shouldnt have done that cause we are not together yet, it makes him feel insecure and cause HE CARE. but even if i had agreed and talked to that someone else again. wad will you guys ONCE AGAIN say when he is unhappy about it? o.O cause you too are together already, you cant be so SELF-CENTERED! you must give a thought about the other's party feelings. it is DAMN obvious. you guys just side him! you want him to be happy but wad about me!?!

and PLEASE. can you guys dun pull someone else into this. its not HIM! i disagree not because of him. so stop saying its him. you guys are the one who should get the situation right. in case you two didnt hear it right: ITS NOT BECAUSE OF HIM I DIDNT ACCEPT!

for your information, i really did try to accept. but after that sat, i realised there was none of that something called SCIENCE and i was NOT ready for it.

of course you guys think that he is WEIDA! cause you are on HIS side! have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoes and look at the problem!?!

i gave hope. ya. i gave hope at the start. why? cause i tot maybe its okay. he's good. my goodness! i am damn glad now that i talked to him that day that cause you guys to HAIZ at me! or else i wont have known that you guys sided him THAT much!

o.O by the way. i have been telling yvonne after that saturday to tell him to GIVE UP! if i am like wad you guys say. GIVING HOPE TO HIM, COMPLICATED, i would have WAITED until he come to ask me again and send him crashing back down! so get your facts right before you start DU LAN-ing at me!

(dun say i copy. i am just following your format. so that you guys will noe that even if the last paragraph is added. i still feel the HURT and the ANGER)

wadever i had said above is just for me to voice out my thought. wadever i wrote above has no offence to go against anyone. its just a place for me to voice out and vent my fustrations. sorry for any inconvenience caused.

2.06.2008 8:36 PM

heyheyhey! HAPPY NEW YEAR (in advance)! xp

hahas. really high. angbow angbow! i love my angbow! LOL! ate alot of food just now. yumyum xd lol.

hmm. since the last time i posted. alot of things happened. eg: i cut my hair, promised to sue mr chong until he no pants to wear if something happen to us on our way home (yvonne, kelvin, weekhiong? sorry. dunno how to spell =x) lots of tests...(failed my chem *sobsob*), i am the senior creative manager of ADLA! lol. and etcetc.

just now. had reunion lunch. after that, packed my room. spring cleaning! first time my room so NEAT and TIDY leh! lol. went to my cousin's house. hahas. see the difference le. last time young, we will playplayplay. run about. now. we do this *teenager* talk. lol. my cousins and i x]

xp felt like a child. my cousins helped me peel the prawn skin...put loads of food on my bowl. kept being served. like a child =x

hahas. den went over to my mother side. EAT again. hahas. this side all young young de. so PLAY! i play with them! xp

tomorrow will be another fun day! enjoy everyone! hahas xp

o.O! my mother is pregnant! O.M.G! unbelievable! the baby will be due on september 19 (estimated one) omg! when the baby is 16years old, i will be 32! OMG! so old! x[ lol hope the baby is a girl! girl! girl! girl! xppp